is that my blood or hers?

"It's the same old story. Boy finds girl, boy loses girl, girl finds boy, boy forgets girl, boy remembers girl, girls dies in a tragic blimp accident over the Orange Bowl on New Year's Day."

my good friend hates that i am with my boyfriend.
she used to date him then she cheated on him and broke up with him.
she now hates him.
yet she was the one who told him to ask me out.
now everytime his name comes up she gets disgusted.
we don't talk as much as we used to.

one part of me is sad about that. the other is relieved because i am sick of her talking about him like that.

i don't want to have to choose between the two.
all i know is that frank makes me happier than i can ever remember being.

i have been watching house of 1000 corpses and the devil's rejects for two days straight.
it is the kind of movie people watch and cringe.
the only thing that scares me is that i do not even blink when i think of the disgusting things people can do to each other.
sane people would have some kind of reaction to seeing people being tortured.
if i do react, it is because i like it a little too much.
i want to be like baby.

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